Hi, so i have always been az extrovert type of person, i always find time to hang out with my friends but recently (6 months ago) my long term relationship ended and because of that i concentrate more on my friendships, i am trying to spend more and more time with time as i got more free time on my hands and also i rely on them more emotionally because i tend to feel very lonly ( i dont got emotional support from Family side). And as i have more focuse on my relationship with my friends i realized that i am the only one who organize the programmes basically all the time (around 90%) and it is very rare that i am the one who is Invited. I know that they love hanging out because usually they are up to anything but i would love to feel the effort in that area because thinking about this make me feel more lonely and i dont understand what i am doing wrong. Maybe i am too need or sometimes i can be seen desperate for connection and i push them away with that, i dont know. Do you have any idea why my friendships are like this and what can i do to improve my social skills in that area ?