Exactly what the title says. I’m too snarky, not deep enough, too emotional, not persuasive or strong enough. It’s always something. It’s exhausting. I’m just floating by but I cannot find where I fit. 30 years, no place in the world to call safe. I just keep spinning and my mental health is generally declining rapidly at this point. I can’t remember the last time I’ve had an interaction where I did feel judged, or where someone didn’t need something from me, where someone actually just wanted to enjoy my company and converse. I constantly feel kicked repeatedly by life and people. Where is everyone finding somewhere safe to just sit and be themselves with others?
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I relate to this, I’ve never been able to make friends. There never seems to be a group I get alone with so I always try my best to entertain them