I like the idea of being independent. I enjoy my company and I’ve done a lot of things alone. But sometimes I just wanted someone I could lean on. Talking nonsense, watching cartoons. A person that I would feel good being myself. I feel like every day that passes, it’s getting harder for me to connect with someone. I feel tired, no longer willing to go on dates, or try to meet someone that in the end won’t work. It’s a mix of intense emotions but also that leave a empty feeling