I give up

I’ve failed to get intimate with anyone and I’ve come to a conclusion that it’s only a matter of natural selection.

I’m simply not cut out for a girl friend or wife. There are people who have the genetic programming to be able to form relationships, this is rooted in their upbringing. I didn’t go through a very good upbringing and hence I’ve lost the required mental/genetic characteristics that makes the opposite sex see me as suitable partner, this could’ve been caused by various factors like trauma, abuse, rejection or early exposure to pornography. People like me where never meant to make babies let alone find love, I’m supposed to rot away while the guys lucky enough to be brought up with the appropriate programming get to pass on their seeds.