Not really social skills, but i was looking back on photos of me as a teen (now 23) and I was so ugly it made me feel physically sick. I used to feel ugly then too and I was hoping looking back I would realise I was actually pretty but i didn’t :(

I feel I look a bit better now with a better haircut and better at doing makeup, but it just made me realize how ugly I truely am and I dont even wear much makeup now so am probably looking so gross going out. I always wished I was someone who thought they were ugly but were actually really pretty (as some people I’ve seen who are so beautiful) and i always wished it was like that but its not. I actually felt bile in my throat looking at the photos 🙁