Hi friends. Just wanted to give everyone an update on this situation. He ended up feeling very bad about what he said and has been trying to make it up to me since. I admit I’ve been distant the past two days but I’m slowly forgiving him. We do love each other a lot and to me, this marriage is absolutely worth fighting for. He just can’t keep saying things to hurt me when he’s upset. I also didn’t end up leaving and drinking. I stayed home with the pup and snuggled him all night. I’ve always been one for self destructive behaviors ever since I was young, but I’m slowly, SLOWLY unlearning that. Thank you all for telling me what I need to hear and what I should not put up with but also for putting me into perspective as well.