made a throwaway since i have family who follows main account. but i am having sex and eating my my girlfriend out for the first time after many months since we’ve been off and on long distance. i always have had anxiety my whole life and something like this is triggering that rough feeling and i’m afraid it’s going to affect my performance, erection, ability to finish, ability to make her finish, etc. this is both our first times and i just don’t want my anxiety and nervousness to ruin it. i guess i just am anxious about being able to perform well and show her a good time and her getting pregnant since we aren’t ready for that rn. we are taking precautions with her being on the birth control pill and me using a condom. anything to help combat this and help me lose this feelings. i just want to enjoy a good time with her and also for her to have a good time.