I am so tired of dating. Every time I match with someone, I always have to think about how to send the first intro and then try to keep the convo going before meeting for the first date. If a first date does happen it always goes 2 ways, 1 is if I am interested in the person and thought we had a great time, I end up getting ghosted after the 1st date. Another way is if I am not interested in them, I would send a text to end our talk there. I have never gone on a 2nd date with anyone so far and I am just so tired of trying and failing every time. The most recent person I was talking to I thought I would be able to meet them for a 2nd date but nope as usual after a few days of talking she told me she was not ready for a relationship. I am really just so tired of this.