Lost// need to navigate through emotions
Hi, f(25) almost 26
I’ve been in long term relationships since I was basically 17/18… fuck. I just jump from one to another it seems and they have been healthy for the most part.
I just feel like my current partner and I are great but I have never experienced being alone. I’m aware the dating scene does not seem to be great, but I’ve never been alone. I also feel as though his family is loving but I just get annoyed with his family and the way they are about their health and how differently they live their lives. I come from a more disciplined and intellectually/ logical background while his is more emotional and chaotic. It’s been tough.. I sound and feel horrible saying that it’s really frustrating with everything surrounding him, but not HIM. I can’t give the love to them as much and I’m not sure they align with me entirely. It’s been 4 years and I just feel lost, I know nothings wrong but damn ugh what’s the issue and why am I feeling this way?