Fetish has me in Crisis

Hello all,

So you may have all seen posts about a blueberry inflation fetish. Well i’m one of those people who have it. its super weird but it never bothered me till recently.

I saw a post that insinuated that since it originated in a children’s movie it must mean that im a creep. Ever since then, I have been obsessing over this. Keep in mind, there is plenty of porn that has adult consenting actors in it and thats what i watch. But I have been basically bed ridden for a few weeks now because I am so freaked out about this idea. What if someone were to find out? What if someone called me out for it?

I just need advice and would like to here what you all think.