This is embarrassing but I was 18(a while ago) and in a really horrible place and met up with this guy that got me high. he didnt make me do anything but i kept passing out and he kept going, and came in me which i definitely didn’t want him. i didn’t want to have sex with him at all before i got high. anyways he kept saying he loved me the entire time and I don’t know why. I really don’t get it and it’s breaking my brain.
I started dating him after that and he’d threaten to rape me if I made him mad, made me get on top of him, made me cry on purpose (sexually), tell me no one will ever love me/that im replaceable/that I’m worthless. Then he kept trying to get me pregnant and saying he wanted a baby.
Lol my brain is gonna crack what does this mean
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A lot to unpack here.
First off, what drugs are you guys taking? They sound like bad ones, maybe stop doing that.
Second, if you’re passing out, that is no consensual sex, it’s assault. So, yeah, not good.
This man sounds dangerous and unstable, I think you should keep your distance from him and see some other people. Or take some time for yourself and maybe check in on your mental health. He’s using manipulation tactics on you, please be careful.
-Dave