I moved and made one friend. She’s more shy than I am, it’s hard to get her to hang out but I keep trying on my end. But to be honest it’s getting a little exhausting for me.
There’s a really good deal on a pumpkin patch and I really want to go. She’s evaded saying yes or no. I even told her I wanted to go this weekend, today if possible, and still just nothing. I said I’d drive, I’d take the lead to make sure we could navigate through the pumpkin patch to get where we need to go, which is something that stresses both of us out.

I almost don’t want her to say yes at this point. I looked up if they allow dogs and they do so I think I’ll just bring one of my dogs and we can get a pumpkin and share a hotdog. But that sounds sad.

There’s stuff I want to do like olive gardens all you can eat pasta and I just can’t get her to leave the house. I love going out by myself, but I draw the line at any festival like activities and all you can eat events. But if I want to go to a pumpkin patch I’ll have to cross that first line. It just makes me feel really bad.

I know I’ll have fun once I get there, its just hard overcoming my own anxiety all by myself.
End rant.

1 comment
  1. I think it’s kind of obvious that she doesn’t really feel the same about you/the friendship as you do her. Try to make new friends. If she wanted to hangout she would be asking and answering your texts/questions promptly with enthusiasm- not wish washy answers and avoiding.

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