Why don’t I have the strength to leave my abuser? He’s all I have had I feel so ashamed of myself for staying.. I know he won’t change anymore. Yesterday provided all the clarity that I needed. We live together, but I am so much more deserving of something better than this. I feel so weak, belittled, bullied, attacked for anything and everything.
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Should be asking yourself, what’s wrong with him. But to answer your question, it’s probably because, he could be manipulating you. You have to tell yourself it’ll never get better, and leave.
you are stuck in a trauma bond, you have got to take the step to get out and then go full no contact because he will suck you back in if you even talk to him once.
[https://www.un.org/en/coronavirus/what-is-domestic-abuse](https://www.un.org/en/coronavirus/what-is-domestic-abuse)