I really dont know how to even begin making real life friends, i recently got broken up with, it was a serious 3 year relationship and it really messed me up and made me realise i literally only had her and that was completely fine until she wasnt there anymore, i lived with my grandmother at the time but me and my father just got a new house a town over leaving that history somewhat behind and my room is a lot nicer and i just sit there wishing i had people to invite over or someone to chill and watch movies with. I dont think im a weirdo or a bad guy, but the main thing holding me back is ide rather say it is what it is than join social groups but deep down i wish i could bring myself to break out of this shell, i haven’t been to in person school sense 7th grade and im on my last year in high school. I really dont have any of my old friends anymore and im not sure how to find new people around my age in this new town im in, it gets really depressing having the same routine everyday, just wake up, go to work, do school, play games. I just wish i had someone to spend time with and take walks or even ride bikes if they are into that, there is some really nice walking/biking trails right across the street and its a bummer always going alone. This is my first time ever posting about something like this i guess this is just me trying to get some insight on how to make me feel a little more comfortable in this little life of mine.
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