My dad is celebrating his birthday tomorrow. It’s a big bash, he has booked a nice place with food and drinks. There will be around 100-120 people coming. He wants me to ‘rock the party’ and also wants me to sing a song in front of everyone. My parents are very social, and I’m the complete opposite.
While I do like going out, I’m very introverted and hardly talk unless spoken to. I don’t enjoy partying a lot. It’s nice sometimes. My parents go out every weekend. I go like once a month maybe.
Im quite nervous and scared that I won’t be able to live up to his expectations tomorrow. I want to be a normal guy who is just another person in the party. Infact im looking most forward to eating good food lol.
Also im very nervous about singing. While I used to sing when I was in school, I haven’t sang since long. I’m a music producer, not a singer and my parents don’t seem to make out the difference.
This last week has been so stressful. I am actually waiting for the party to get over tomorrow. I want to enjoy it but idk why im getting stressed
Please help
Also I kinda feel bad that I haven’t done much planning. Usually the son manages the planning and all. I can’t do that. Im sorry but i don’t know how to plan stuff as a son for my parents . I don’t like the pressure of being a son. It’s too much. Im getting tired . My parents love me but my mom does more. Sorry this was a quick rant