Friday night I was asked if I wanted to drive 3 hours away to meet a girl who’ve I’ve been talking to for a few weeks, to go to a kentucky derby watch party and a hockey game. I was supposed to get there by 2pm Saturday morning. Well, I woke up, got ready, and had an anxiety attack in the shower. I was into her but I was also having doubts because there was a handful of things I didn’t like about her. Anyways, I ended up not going and blocked her number lol… immature and selfish, i know. anyways, i felt bad so i sent a long text earlier today apologizing and bla bla bla (i knew she wouldn’t be ok with whatever the excuse was, but whatever) and she sent one back a little later telling me to grow up and she went with another guy she wasn’t sure about, to do all that with, etc…haha. im kinda glad i never went though because I wasn’t super sure about this girl (SUPER SUPER SUPER HIGH MAINTENCE AND ENTITLEd, USED TO GETTING WHAT SHE WANTS, Narcissistic) but i would have gotten laid. Plus, she ghosted my for a week 2 weeks ago and came crawling back. I’m assuming now that i was ghosted because she was feeling out this other dude and decided i was the better option. So i guess i dont feel all that bad now. Kind of like, dont ghost someone for a week then expect the other person to be cool with it.. which i wasnt and called her out on it big time and she had some lame excuse. But dummy me continued talking to her for the next week anyways because i was bored and lonely. i guess things worked out in a weird way but, that was the first time ive ever ghosted anybody and i’ll never do it again. its a shitty thing to do and i did feel really bad for doing it.
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Is there a question here???