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I met this girl through hinge n it started good as usual n then we met
Our first date was good n on our 2nd date we made out well I asked her that does she wanna make out n then boom she took me to a shady street but here’s the thing that pisses me off I.e her fuckin friends they like always has to call but I get it she seems a little bit of ppl pleaser so on our 3rd day she said that she is going to set her friends new flat n she invited me to come over, which I very well understood but somehow on that day her friends parents came n we have to drop the plan but in night I went to see her but what a wonder her friend was aslo there so basically thirdweeling while we were making out…which I told her like why she’s here but we’ll she told me that she’s staying at her place n she can only come out w her since it was past the curfew and also it was also not safe to leave her friend alone which I so understood….so after that we kinda stopped talking as we used to…so later I was asking to meet but something came up w her n same was happening w me some or the other thing came up w me
So one day what happens i Sent her a funn video for which she didt replied n I got all anxious like what happened n I asked her if am I bothering you then just say it n later she replies no dummy I was jus way to busy n blah blah blah n later she said a dumb wyd text for which I replied I really appreciate it but it’s jus that I’m not in my right headspace n then she says take your time
After that I didn’t texted her for 2 days n later she makes a pvt story n puts her dog on it n she does know how much I love dogs n then I replied to it
Later that day she said taht she wanna tell me something that she won’t be able to fit in the chat box…
N dumb me just switched the conversation to something else
N On next day she ask me to meet her up for which I said yes but later was’t able to make up since something came n I told her that
So next day I texted her let’s meet n guess what she does the same says yes n then later says that there’s an assignment she has to do n she won’t be able to make up
After 2 days later I texted her let’s meet but turns out she was sleeping idk if she really was
Then I called her she didn’t pick it up n after an hour calls me back n agreed to meet
So here’s the part where it all messed up when I came to meet her she says that her friend needs her cauz there some guy creeping her out which she met on bumble ig n she needs her to pick her up n later says we have 20min n I was completely blown up cauz I got a tee for her for which she says she can’t take it to her home
Then I took the wise turn n didn’t reacted m asked her to leave
She usually sends a have u reached home text but in taht day she didn’t which made me lil anxious
N later on next day it all just rilled up n I asked her what’s the deal w her for which she says nothing n she is not proud of what she did yesterday
N I replied “if you don’t have a mouth to call things off it better to call it off”
For which she says taht no such thing started here
N I replied that I’m done
Later she removes me from snap n hinge but doesn’t deletes my number
N when I realised that well I have fucked up I sent her an apology for which she said taht she doesn’t care
N from this point it’s all a mess there has been silent treatment from her n jus being rude
Later she says it’s better that if we both go our own separate ways
N I after that I said I like her n shit ,well it was at the very wrong time
N after taht she doesn’t reply for a week
N after a week of being anxious i texted her
N again she says she it’s better if I take a step down
N later she says that she doesn’t feel taht we’re on the same page n she doesn’t want any complications in life right now
Now it been 3 days I haven’t replied I really don’t know what to do now
Ps:- if you are still that’s for reading my boy trauma n do tell your pov