I feel it a lot, really more than I want to admit, and mostly with the people that are important to me most. And mostly when it’s about myself, meaning, when it’s about something I want to be done to me differently, about how I feel or how I want to be treated. I know exactly what I want, I know exactly the line to say, but I just can’t. No matter how many times I repeat it in my head, I just can’t get my mouth to produce the sounds.
I connect it with my inability to take care of my self, I always want someone else to just know what’s wrong and just take care of me the way I never felt possible, and I just can’t allow myself to take care for myself.
Do you ever experience it? How the hell do I get over it?
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Stop caring what people think. Practice it in a group of people you’ll never see again. Like on discord or some random meetup. Start being that guy who voices his opinions and see where it leads you. If people start giving odd looks then use that data to refine.