Social anxiety victory

So you guys might have seen some of my posts about a halloween party last week, I was invited to one by a girl I’m becoming good friends with (funny because a few weeks prior I was bawling because I didn’t get invited to one party) and on halloween night j went, it was so much fun, we got a lot of pictures together and I talked to a lot of people I’ve been wanting to talk to, resulting in some better relationships and making it easier to talk to certain people. Since then, however, I have really missed it and been sad that it’s over, fearing I wouldn’t be invited to another. Until Tuesday I cried every day about it, fearing I wouldn’t be invited to another because the circumstance of me getting invited seemed like it was because I never go to parties (it was my first one). I even came up with a plan (with my therapist) to genuinely thank the girl for inviting me and saying “get me into the next one too”, Monday Tuesday Wednesday I felt anxious in that class, Thursday was great but I didn’t get the chance, and yesterday I finally said thanks RIGHT before she left, and before I asked to be invited again she literally said “when the next one happens you’ll get an invitation”.

I won.