I met this girl online wich is from the USA (I’m from Italy) and everytime we talk through voice chat I feel like I can’t speak English anymore as I either can’t think at the words or my pronounce is trash, even if I know the word and how to pronounce it. My second problem is that those few times she texts me or I text her I can’t go much after an “how are you” or I feel like I’m cringe but everytime I find something to talk about she gives very short answers without asking me any questions. So now I don’t know if I should improve my English and my social skills or I should just give up.