I know when you first meet someone, you’re not supposed to be trustful all the way. That’s just a common thing to do. With me though, I absolutely hate new people. At work, I mentally start nitpicking and finding reasons to distrust them before even getting to properly know them and it makes me feel bad… At school, I assume everyone is equally bad and can potentially hurt me in any connection. I know this probably stems from past experiences and situations but I just want it to stop.