okay so i’ve known my boyfriend since september, we met on a app that connect people who are going to the same uni. So we started talking since we would be at the same campus and one thing led to another. At first we weren’t together officially. We weren’t bf and gf and we weren’t exclusive. I guess it was a situationship where we were talking and just fucking. Back then he wanted to have sex basically every time we saw each other. He was my first time so i was new to sex and was nervous every time we did so i was a bit more hesitant.
Now we’re officially bf and gf since two months ago, and now that we are together it feels easier to have sex with him and show that side of me. But it doesn’t seem like he wants to have sex with me that much. Idk what it is, or if it’s me or what, but it feels like having sex with me is a lot of work for him. There’s been a few times where he’s asked me to leave the room and wait in the kitchen so he can jerk off to porn, it’s currently happening rn. I’m in the kitchen waiting for him to be done jerking off. Not to mention, 10 minutes ago i was implying that i wanted to have sex and he said said he’s tired or later (which doesn’t mean later, means no) but now he’s jerking off.
He says that he likes having sex with me and i do do it for him, but sometimes he just wants to jerk off. Which i guess is fine. We do sometimes have sex a lot and then other times we don’t. I feel like i’m this weirdo who wants it all the time and then when i ask 7/10 i get rejected and he jerks off instead. it’s like we have to do it on his schedule, like i know both parties need to want to do it, but it’s always like when he wants and then bc i know it doesn’t happen a lot, i say yes. When i want it, it mostly likely be a no. I hope i’m making sense. It makes me confused what happened from the beginning to now 🙁 this is also my first relationship so idk if this is normal or not.
i just wish i felt like he wanted me more and that i don’t have to beg him to touch me. i think i just need some advice on how to proceed!
TL,DR; i need advice on how to proceed with my two month bf about sex. He doesn’t seem that interested in having sex with me and rather just jerk off.