Performance anxiety. It’s a killer.
I can’t afford therapy as I would need to spend like $1500 before my insurance kicked it. And I tried BetterHelp, but I can $80 a week with just limited calls seems steep.
So here I am on Reddit…
I spend all day thinking of how amazing sex is with my girlfriend. Sit there looking at art, visualizing her and myself doing that….and I’m rock hard.
But then when I see her and have the chance to do whatever it is I was imagining (like just normal missionary), my dick shrinks.
I realize that it’s different when I’m by myself because I don’t have to worry about if she is as ready as I am. And maybe that’s what is happening….
But it’s super frustrating.