long story short, we met over a videogame. got her socials, and we started talking A LOT. after about 2 weeks of talking we were planning to go on a date(ish) but i pussied out and ended things. reasons being; 1. she disliked one of my really close friends 2. i thought she was too clingy but in reality i was just scared of commitment 3. i thought it was too rushed but, again, i was scared of commitment. now i realize all of them were bullshit reasons and i was just being an idiot. i know it hurt her and i’m wondering if i have any right to message her again. main reason would be to apologize but it would be great if we just started over.