I don’t know why but, even if I know sex is natural and men tend to be more sexually aroused in general and it’s fine, I feel like I’m ”less valuable” as a person or unattractive/scary if I’m a kinky/higher sex driven woman. Like I’m embarrassing myself even if I don’t tell anyone or that I don’t fuck around. I’m generally very secretive about my preferences irl but I can’t help to feel arousal. Do men find women who were previously attracted to repulsive once they show arousal towards them?
Are they scared of them? Like, I’m sorry if I’m being prejudiced but I was raised in a religious household and there they expected girls to be subtle and passive and never admit they crave or enjoy intercourse. I’m scared of having a bf because what if he thinks I’m cute and a good person and then Im proactive about having sex and he doesn’t find me cute anymore?