I (M19) have a 9″ suction cup dildo for love honey, as well as a few of their plugs. In the last couple weeks I hadn’t used any of them, and last night I was really horny and wanted to squat fuck the dildo. It hurt a little but not too bad, but this morning when I woke up it hurts when I do a bowel movement or clench. I was a bit worried so I had a look and I can see a small purple lump inside past my sphincter if I spread a bit. Now I’ve been doing some googling and I’m stressed. I’m thinking I’ll wait a couple weeks without any anal play and hope for the best?