Couple of years ago, I started my career in tech field by achieving great things, i found my passion and my goal. In a matter of 2-3 years I can definitely say that I’m good at my field by doing projects and so on.
By the time, I started to get the point of how world and politics work, it began to disappoint me tbh. Couple of weeks ago, I got in to the shock after I understood that everything is meaningless and it’s impossible to change the system. I went in to the religion (I’m agnostic) to find an answer and it became worse because of questions like “maybe religion is fake” “its all planned by government” “maybe we are in simulation” “is there heaven and hell”.
And now im kinda fckd up cause i dunno what to do now.