I have always loved people. I’ve always enjoyed socialising with them, getting to know them better, but in the last few years I feel like I’ve grown tired of people. I’ve cut friends from the past out of my life. Moved out of the city. In the beginning of my journey, I loved this solitude, but now I suffer. I am curious with myself, but I want people around me. Sometimes there is a desire to let a new person into my life, but just the thought of the journey ahead makes me shudder. I don’t know what to do, how to help myself. All past attempts have ended in nothing.