I really dont know. The idea of it makes me disgusted. It’s probably not the case and all in my head but i cant help it.
Now the problem is . My boyfriend’s biggest pleasure is it, mostly 69.
I tried twice , once i knew i was forcing myself but i did it , the second time i couldn’t i barely didnt vomit.
Today i told him that maybe we are incompatible and thats what he told me yesterday too, that he fears that we are incompatible.
Im between breaking up and doing something to fix it.