I’m a 26 year old autistic guy. If I ever take a selfie of myself smiling (open or closed mouth. Either way) it just looks so awkward, unnatural and forced even more natural, candid photos of myself when I’m laughing or whatever i still look awkward and I want to smile but I naturally end up holding back a bit and then it comes out looking all weird then I get caught up in that and and just can’t speak as cleanly and clearly as I want to after that.