I honestly don’t know what to do anymore I’m 23 dating someone who is 20 and we’ve been dating for year and a half and I just feel like I should ghost her. She’s not a bad girl she’s cool and cute because I just feel like I need to focus on myself but I can’t tell if I’ll ever have time to give her the best Version of myself because I’m so busy and trying my hardest out here to maintain my life myself I love taking her out and buying her things she likes but at the end of the day I’m not happy with my life only when I’m with her I have short term joy. My mother has been homeless living in my house and my sister as well I feel like I should just take steps back from relationship and focus on my family
I love her cause she has good family and she’s taken care of but at the end of the day I feel like I’m escaping my family and going with hers and it just doesn’t sit right with me