Okay so I went on Reddit about a year ago bitching and moaning that everyone hates me. One of the more interesting (and annoying) comments was that it was all in my head. Almost as if the poster was trying to gaslight me.
That being said; over the course of my adolescence, I’ve noticed these common occurrences happen when I’ve tried to socialize
1.) Tons of people will rip on me in a group
2.) Individual people will say something hurtful and insulting to my face; then they seem to forget what they said and say hello to me later.
3.) Girls will give me a big condescending smile when I try to talk to them
4.) People will completely ignore me in a room if something far more interesting is occurring
5.) Nobody invites me anywhere or thinks of me but they do say hello to me
6.) People get angry when I clap back.
This proof seems to conclude to me that everyone hates me.
What do you think? Am I in the ballpark or is it “all in my head”?