I’m not sure if this is allowed but my ex moved out to the OC about a year ago. We stayed in contact till June of 2023 where he suspiciously cut it off after months of him being controlling and jealous from across the state. I could only assume he was with a girl. After months of self healing he contacted me tonight and wished me a happy birthday and new years on a burner phone and asked how our animals were. I was dumb enough to answer his calls( now on his genuine phone number). He told me everything I wish he did when we were together and apologized in detail for how I was treated and making me feel crazy or insecure or abandoning me when I was there for his most vulnerable moments, how he regrets everything blah blah blah. We were on the phone for almost 3 hours. I felt like I was in another universe as this was everything I wanted. He sent me a picture of him and his photo reel was on the bottom with multiple pictures of a girl. I asked if that was his gf and he said it was “kind of” he said they dated for a couple of weeks and he couldn’t get it up so they never had sex. That’s hard to believe. He spoke negatively about her and told me it was a coworker of his. I told him it wasn’t my business and got off the phone promptly. I couldn’t help but feel an overwhelming pain in my heart. He continued to call me multiple times and txt me he was sorry on both phone numbers. I don’t know how to process this and I guess I just need some unbiased feedback. I never dated or slept with anyone in the 6 months of no contact with him.. I just don’t know if I should block him or what..my heart loves him but I think this was something I could never forgive. It is none of my business but it contradicted everything he told me..