Hello. My boyfriend has always been into sport and his type is also fit girls.
I’m a normal girl, neither fat or skinny, not overweight, but should maybe improve my shape.
I didnt feel that bad in my body until he made me feel worse about myself. Now, he tells me that there’s a good deal in his gym, very cheap membership with training with the best coach in our town and he can pay it for me. But the problem is – a few months ago i saw his conversations with his friend, telling him how hot these girls from his gym are and how he would like to fuck them, compared them to me and I saw he followed them on Instagram. We already talked about it, made up and he stopped doing that, but anytime he mentions this gym, i feel disgust and remember what he did before. I’ve been trying to forget about what happened and I’d like to go to the gym but I’m afraid I won’t stand seeing these girls he was talking about. How do I make myself comfortable going to this gym, it’s really nice of him that he wants to pay for it, and help me improve my health, and “make myself look sexier” but in my head i feel like im unattractive to him and wants me to look like these girls and it unmotivates me to any exercise.
How do I change my mindset? Or how do I make him understand how I feel?