I’ve been told by others that I’m unattractive & they either say it straight-up or hint at it obviously. I’m becoming a senior high school student this year & I’m just so conflicted whether to just lose weight to be extremely skinny.
My body is average with a bit of belly fat, but seeing girls around my age being super model type skinny makes me so damn anxious & I end up having anxiety attacks because I worry that I stand out too much (my body dysmorphia kicking in & out I swear)
I’ve been berated by others to lose weight to be attractive & while I would willingly do that, I’m in this conflicted state where I have these thoughts of, “Okay, if I lose weight I MIGHT get a chance that guys will like me…but that means they only care about my appearance…but I want someone that cares about my personality…”
These thoughts keep clashing against each other & I seriously don’t know what to do anymore.