I am so scared of my 33 year old boyfriend. I lost my virginity to him. But he’s been abusing me for three years. I wanted to have kids with him and be married. He’s been married prior for 7 years. And she divorced him. For the same reasons, his abusiveness.
I never thought he’d do it to me but maybe that’s me just being in love.
Everyone is telling me to leave him, my therapist, sister and coworkers. But I just can’t. I’m tied to him. I can’t imagine laying in another bed with someone else.
But he’s been so mean to me yet he acts so kind and nice after. Maybe it’s mind games.
I’m not sure but I’m so scared of leaving him alone. Cause he will be all alone.
I love him to death but I know, I know he won’t change.