Me and my husband had a toxic relationship since we got married. He’s in the military we got separated for 8 months he comes home at the end of this month. I’ve been home alone isolated waiting for him to come back home I don’t have a car we only have his that he uses for work. Us being separated hasn’t helped at all we still fight on call almost everyday he hasn’t been wanting to do anything the most we say on ft is how was your day. But he’s excited to come back he says but doesn’t show much effort. We both were really bad towards each other he treated me like nothing and I started doing it back over pettiness. Since we got separated I can’t even tell him that I miss him because he’ll say it’s my fault we got separated instead of taking consideration we both got us separated how I take responsibility of my own actions. I was so depressed spending the holidays alone my birthday came around a month ago I downloaded an app to meet people I hung out with this guy. This guy I hung out with was nothing but just genuine laughs like we knew each other he helped me out with a ride to get fresh groceries I’ve been just ordering boxed foods. He made me laugh the whole afternoon. He knows I’m married never said anything of it just told me if I need anything else to just call him and I can’t stop thinking of him. I know it wasn’t right of me but I needed to talk to someone but I know it was wrong. He texts me till this day to check on me if I want to get out of my house that he’ll take me anywhere but I haven’t texted him back. Idk what I should do?