We’ve been together for almost a year and the furthest we’ve gone is like longer kisses. He’s the love of my life and I would legitimately kill someone for him. But I’m just super nervous because before I met him I barely even felt emotions, let alone done sexual stuff. He’s the person I’m going to marry, so I’m not concerned about ending up with a high body count because it’s only ever going to be him, but I’m just really shy about that stuff still.
How do I get the courage to do “stuff” with him?