My bf and I have been somewhat deadbed these last few weeks ,in other posts I mentioned that he’s justs just been lacking all together ,not only that but im always the one left unsatisfied and just messy and I hate having to fake it Everytime that in satisfied and content when in really not .
We got off work and was just chilling before going to the store ,he was in a mood cause he kept hooking up on me from behind and he only does that when he wants to do something. I’m a hypersexual and usually I pick up the chance and jump to the opportunity but this time I actually didn’t take up the invitation,if anything ,I just kept paying attention to my phone until it was time for us to leave.
I normally never turn him down when he initiates it but as if lately since the performance has been going downhill ,I haven’t been eager or really wanting to engage in anything with him and rather just focus on mutual partnership , though it has been paining the view times ,just thinking about being left unsatisfied and messy just…turns me off.