I feel like something is totally wrong with me because I seriously cannot orgasm unless I replay in my head a lesbian porn video scene – specifically the going down part. I’ve only ever orgasmed during sex one time when I was 21/22, and now I can only orgasm by direct clitoral contact (tongue, fingers, rubbing against something, etc). I cannot figure out how to orgasm during sex, and when I try to manually stimulate my clitoris it doesn’t even feel the same when I’m also having sex (it’s like got less intense of a feeling somehow?). I’m definitely ashamed of it because I LOVE my man and don’t want to be with a woman! WTH is wrong with me?!