I know I have posted various times.
Almost 6 years in with my partner and no ring yet.
Yes, two little girls.
We’ve been up and down and it’s been a ride but I deep down thought he was going to see my worth and want to continue therapy for the sake of our daughters and our relationship.
I want to get married and he just doesn’t seem interested although he says he is.
I have no interest in being intimate with him, yet even fixing issues with him.
It’s been two months since our relationship is terrible and so awkward because the week of thanksgiving he decided in his immature weird mind to playfully throw steam at me with the iron then he burned my skin with the iron. He says he didn’t and when I showed him the mark he didn’t apologize.
He’s never ever in these 6 years done anything like it and we weren’t even arguing.
But he is not empathetic at all, he never learned how to communicate properly and he is very disrespectful in front of the girls with me.
I am so angry at him because anyone can become better and change and he doesn’t do it for me.
He makes me feel I am not worthy of love or for him to be a better partner for me.
Why can’t I leave?
Why is this so hard?
I always wanted a family for my girls.
I never wanted to leave or to feel like I have to leave.
I cry almost every night 🙁