It’s been 16 months of relationship with my gf. We have same hometown but study outside.
We visit our hometown during like in every two months for 1 to 2 weeks . So when we both are in our home we can’t meet easily cuz of family restrictions.
So we hardly get any sex. But when her parents aren’t home she calls me to come over. But I get the feeling that she sometimes also calls my bestfriend over to her house.
*Her relation with my bestie*
i got to talk to her through my best friend.
He helped my gf overcome her trauma of her ex. They started sharing selfies, talking over the phone. They became good friends. He would call “small oranges” or “small small” jokingly to her, one time he said that to her in front of me that’s when i first met her properly.
*The Problem*
It came to me just as a thought when we had sex in my car. She could have sex with another one, and i wouldn’t even know. One time i called her and she didn’t pick up. I called my bff and he didn’t pick up. They would call me back with a small difference between their call. She could easily sit in his car or he would come to her house, and two months back, he lost his virginity. She told me a few times that my bff looks smart. Mostly, she and my bff picks up my phone instantly. But when i call her like for an hour, she’s gone, i call my bff he’s not picking. Recently, i got this bad feeling like love is making me blind.
**tldr; I get the feeling that she is having sex with my bestfriend. I can’t even talk to anybody about this. He’s my really good friend. What can i ask her when i feel like something happened?**