My relationship of a year ended (🥲) and I’m looking back on our sex life and what I could learn moving forward.
I had never given a blowjob before him and I was secretly insecure about my abilities. In the past, guys would whine and beg and pressure me to suck them off and it was such a turn off that I dug my heels in the sand and refused to.
But my recent ex boyfriend never asked and never expected me to and that was actually what made me want to do it. He made me feel comfortable enough.
I like to be very vocal during sex so it did feel strange that I couldn’t say anything or use dirty talk. I legit felt awkward sometimes.
However he did usually cum from it and most of the time he would finish in my mouth which I think he enjoyed.
But I know he’s too polite to actually give feedback.
Are there any signs that you’re doing it wrong? I’m not good at eye contact so I didn’t look at him – should I have?