hey, I’m an 18f and I’ve been in a journey of learning about myself and my sexuality. for context, I’m a little late bloomer of sorts. I’ve been aware of sex since I was a kid, but a bunch of things didn’t come for me until later. for instance, I had a consistent disinterest in other people sexually and nowadays I consider myself part of the ace spectrum as demisexual. I’m physically a little behind too, at 15 I still didn’t have a develop clitoris. I always thought I was a big fucked up when it comes to sex.
lately I’ve been finding out that I’m functional sexually. I’ve started masturbating and very recently I found that, contrary to what I thought, I can orgasm (from what I’ve picked up), they’re just not the mind blowing orgasm other women talk about. now, I don’t know if this is related to my problem, but the thing is, I can’t feel satisfied. I feel the need to masturbate multiple times a day and still manage to feel super horny eventually. it starts to get a little boring, even, but I can’t go without. is that normal? is that some psychological problem? does anyone have a similar experience?