About 2 weeks ago, on Christmas, we had a bunch of family over (5 people) and we were all sitting at the dinner table. I wasn’t really talking much and kind of just let everyone else carry the conversation, so I was just sitting there providing nothing to the conversation, like a spectator. But what I’m really concerned about is who to look at when no one is talking and there’s no “speaker” to look at. I feel really uncomfortable/awkward whenever this happens and it feels even more awkward just staring at a wall because then it’s like I’m trying to avoid eye contact on purpose.