I don’t know where to start other than the usual i’m F19 and there’s my bf M21. We’ve been together for about 3 years now, and it’s a serious one in every way. But i have a problem, i am plenty loved, but at the same time i feel like i’m not, in the way that i just need, more, more time together, more time taken to care when i feel bad, more effort that i feel goes missing from time to time. It’s not like i’ve never gotten these things, and i’ve talked to him before about how i feel and that it’s really hard for me to be alone at times and go say a whole week without much interaction, especially when he’s so important to me and i don’t have many people to hang out with, or good family for that matter. And he tells me he understands, things are better for a time, but then it just kind of all goes back to where it was….. There are some understandable reasons he can’t be there like a ruff home life, but even so he’s still, there, i just feel like he’s there and just doesn’t want to put in the effort to be what i need rn, What he always was normally for so long, and then i end up feeling bad of my own accord, because i feel like i’m just being selfish, wanting all this time, and also mental energy he doesn’t have most of the time. There’s only so many times i feel i can ask him for theses things, before i just feel silly, and ask myself if i even need this love and attention, but i really feel like i do, there’s almost nothing that makes me happier. But i feel like i don’t have the one thing everyone else does at this point, someone to be there for them no matter what.