Hi. 24F, and Ive been in a relationship since I was 21. I am sure I have vaginismus due to an intense fear of penetration but I’m getting better at it. I really want to try “women-on-top” position but, and I know its do weird but how do you sit on the penis? Like I tried and I cant get it in? Its like… it doesnt slide no matter how wet. Almost seems like I have no hole in it. Any insight?