Recently my bf and I tried to get more intimate for the first time and I thought it was going good it wasn’t awkward (at least for me). So once the time came he couldn’t stay hard, he kept saying that it was cause he’s been so nervous about doing this with me and that it’s not me and that he’s super attracted to me but idk I don’t think he’s lying but it was just I still feel ugly in a weird way or just like “not that hot”, but he was still really sweet and explained that he was embarrassed and he really wanted to. So I don’t really know how to feel i’m not hurt i’m just kinda upset, confused, & maybe a bit sad..