So as long as i remember, people never took first steps to be friends with me. Its always me who show the all effort and do the all reaching out stuff. If i dont show any effort, i end up alone 100%. But my friend is the opposite. He just sat there doing nothing and people came to him to talk. It I think its about the vibe i give to people. Loneliness doesnt bother my friend and he isnt desperate like me to make new friends. But i think people sense my loneliness and desperation so this kind of push them away and makes me less desirable than my friend. I am also depressed and i think thats also the huge factor for it. What do you think ?