tldr: I’m an idiot who can’t bring myself to get over the woman of my dreams
She isn’t interested in me, I know this. We’ve been friends for a year, and she has told me directly she wants it remain that way. Id rather have her as a friend than as nothing
But everytime I try to change how I feel, it only reminds me of how amazing she is. It’s not healthy to be so head over heels for someone who doesn’t feel the same. I know I NEED to move on, it has to happen. But I can’t bring myself to WANT to.
That’s my problem. Not “how to ask her out”, but how do I convince myself to want to move on?